Glynis
Wake at 5am. OMG I’m peeing my bed! No control.
5:30am cramping. OMG and I’m constipated, too?!
5:30am cramping. OMG and I’m constipated, too?!
Nope…disbelief.
Call the midwife. “Not even 36 weeks! Not good,” but I know: we’re fine.
Labouring around the house, shower, resting, working.
Labouring around the house, shower, resting, working.
This is what we do.
Midwife arrives: time to go NOW.
Doula, midwife, husband, me in the room, laughing between contractions. So excited:
Doula, midwife, husband, me in the room, laughing between contractions. So excited:
I’m going to meet my baby!!
1:40pm: Now pushing on my feet, on my knees, on the bed. Happening quickly. Everyone hollering, “Slow down!” Oops: burning and pop! Relief. Head, now body. She’s here.
Scarlet
7pm: hint of contractions. Slowly, things beginning. Powerful.
Body working, mind excited, sure: another early baby.
Cuddling Glynis. Belly henna. Laughing.
Body working, mind excited, sure: another early baby.
Cuddling Glynis. Belly henna. Laughing.
Then: not good. It’s all wrong.
Terrible stomach pain. Calling the midwife.
Kneeling on the floor. Praying. Pleading.
Terrible stomach pain. Calling the midwife.
Kneeling on the floor. Praying. Pleading.
“This is not how I die.”
1am: call doula, call Mom, wake Glynis. No homebirth: rush to hospital.
Midwife waiting. Bloodwork. Monitors: baby is fine, body still working hard.
Midwife waiting. Bloodwork. Monitors: baby is fine, body still working hard.
Severe pre-eclampsia and HELLP.
Break waters.
Acupressure. Swaying... s w a y i n g …
Acupressure. Swaying... s w a y i n g …
So sick. But strong.
I AM going to do this.
6:45am...7am...
6:45am...7am...
Sleep. Bear down. Sleep. Then p u s h …
…through fear, tissue.
7:13am
Lift…
This is an interesting challenge: how do I put three weeks of my hospitalization w/my own pre-e and HELLP, plus Rebecca's NICU experience, into 100 words? Must think on that...
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your stories! I wish I could get to blogs more often, I always enjoy your photography and your stories.
~ Audrey S. from Knittyboard
I love these stories. So intense. You really capture the beauty and excitement. Thanks for joining in the challenge. I was so happy to read yours.
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